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Who Stays, Who Goes??

December 20, 2012


So it’s Thursday December 20, 2012!  The day before the day arrives! As I begin writing this post it is 8:36 PM Greenwich Mean Time (GMT for short)! For those of you unfamiliar with GMT: It was established in 1884 at the International Meridian Conference, when it was decided to place the Prime Meridian at […]

Stand Still, Going Crazy, Standing Still

December 18, 2012


In a place that feels spacious and yet somehow small Still looking for answers to resolve it all I’ve searched inside and out, and still cannot find Whatever is needed to settle my mind Is this a new story to hold me in place Or am I creating a whole new space Opening and closing […]

Journey Into Grief

December 16, 2012


In the wake of what took place in Connecticut last Friday, I’m feeling the loss and pain of all those affected – both directly and indirectly. I’ve experienced that kind of loss, having lost a child, both of my parents, a few friends and some relatives.  And each loss gets experienced in a different way.  […]

Age – Is It Time To Die Now?

December 9, 2012


I was exchanging emails with a very good friend of mine the other night and the subject of age and the “difficulties” one might experience because of it came up in reference to finding work.  It gave me pause for a moment because I thought that to be true, but then I remembered – it’s […]

Losing My Mind – but its ALL OKAY!

December 8, 2012


Have you ever witnessed yourself making up reasons to justify something that’s made you feel guilty?  I started doing that today because I wasn’t being very productive.  And because I was being unproductive, I started questioning the whole idea of guilt.  Why did I think myself unproductive for doing what I was doing?  And why […]

Bullshit and Other “Bad” Words!

December 6, 2012


One thing you should know about me – I love a good cuss word, and my word of choice is the “F” word!  Bullshit is my second favorite – ironic, my number two word – lol! I thought I should provide a short explanation of what I mean by bullshit, and why I “cuss”. Straight […]

Pass The Joint!

December 4, 2012


Yesterday I had to face what I proclaimed to be the daunting task of putting the piles of paper on my dining room table in some semblance of order.  So I welcomed an interruption for a minute!  Conversation went something like this: Ego “This isn’t going to pay the bills” Sandy “Shut the Fuck Up” […]